Tomorrow is going to suck. Tomorrow one of my best friends goes back to Newfoundland and I probably won't see her again for at least a year. Tomorrow I'm going to be left all alone in my dorm room which I've shared with her for the last 8 months. Tomorrow a little part of my heart packs a bag, hops on a plane and travels with her.
The first time we met was nothing special. Sparks didn't fly. We didn't hate each other, we didn't love each other. I didn't know she'd become my best friend and by the end of the year, quite frankly, I thought we'd probably drift apart. However, at the end of the year we said our good-byes, didn't hug it out because we're not that type of people, and said we'd see each other next year. And then the next year everything changed. Most of our friends had moved on to other colleges and other paths of life, and we were the only ones left. So started the year of late night pizzas, watching movies, me taking naps in her room, and discovering we both loved musicals and Doctor Who. So this year we became roommates. We've eaten way more pizza than is healthy, she's kept me on-tack and acted as my mom on more than one occasion.
I depend on the people closest to me because I only allow a few people to come close to me. I'm fine like that. I don't have a need for a ton of friends. But it means I feel very deeply when I lose someone close to me. And Sarah isn't even dying. She's just moving. I'm sad, very, very upset, that Sarah is leaving, but I know we'll see each other again. We're going to see each other at our weddings, probably when we have kids. The beauty of a long-distance friendship is that the time we will have together will be all the more precious. Next year we graduate and we'll see each other at graduation. One day I'll get married, and I count on her to be there for me on that day, just like I'll be there for her when she gets married. And since she's my mom, she'd better be there if I ever have kids (along with my real mom. :P).
So this is my tribute to her. Right now, even though it's our last day together I'm babysitting upstairs. When I'm released of my duties, I'll go downstairs and Sarah and I will have a normal night together, celebrating the ending of our week-long intensive class and the closing of this portion of our friendship. We're going to watch Legally Blonde the Musical and sing broadway songs. We'll probably eat food (we have nutella and popcorn and crackers and cheese) and then we'll calm down and do something normal. Like scroll around Tumblr and Pinterest for the rest of the night and share amusing findings with each other. That's our friendship in a nut shell. And tomorrow, I'm going to miss her. I'll probably cry and I'll be lonely, but that's tomorrow. So tonight. Tonight, we celebrate!
~ Karima
The first time we met was nothing special. Sparks didn't fly. We didn't hate each other, we didn't love each other. I didn't know she'd become my best friend and by the end of the year, quite frankly, I thought we'd probably drift apart. However, at the end of the year we said our good-byes, didn't hug it out because we're not that type of people, and said we'd see each other next year. And then the next year everything changed. Most of our friends had moved on to other colleges and other paths of life, and we were the only ones left. So started the year of late night pizzas, watching movies, me taking naps in her room, and discovering we both loved musicals and Doctor Who. So this year we became roommates. We've eaten way more pizza than is healthy, she's kept me on-tack and acted as my mom on more than one occasion.
I depend on the people closest to me because I only allow a few people to come close to me. I'm fine like that. I don't have a need for a ton of friends. But it means I feel very deeply when I lose someone close to me. And Sarah isn't even dying. She's just moving. I'm sad, very, very upset, that Sarah is leaving, but I know we'll see each other again. We're going to see each other at our weddings, probably when we have kids. The beauty of a long-distance friendship is that the time we will have together will be all the more precious. Next year we graduate and we'll see each other at graduation. One day I'll get married, and I count on her to be there for me on that day, just like I'll be there for her when she gets married. And since she's my mom, she'd better be there if I ever have kids (along with my real mom. :P).
So this is my tribute to her. Right now, even though it's our last day together I'm babysitting upstairs. When I'm released of my duties, I'll go downstairs and Sarah and I will have a normal night together, celebrating the ending of our week-long intensive class and the closing of this portion of our friendship. We're going to watch Legally Blonde the Musical and sing broadway songs. We'll probably eat food (we have nutella and popcorn and crackers and cheese) and then we'll calm down and do something normal. Like scroll around Tumblr and Pinterest for the rest of the night and share amusing findings with each other. That's our friendship in a nut shell. And tomorrow, I'm going to miss her. I'll probably cry and I'll be lonely, but that's tomorrow. So tonight. Tonight, we celebrate!
~ Karima

